There came another day.. But she was not the same girl she was 10 months ago... she had changed. Drastically. He patiently awaits the day she would go back to being herself.
Monday, December 13, 2010
Thursday, December 2, 2010
Part 2 - The call he rejected.
It has been quite a while. Anyway..
He waited patiently.. for a few more days. He then decided that he will give it up all together. He had a late night on the 29th of November. He was up doing nothing. He was bored. Hence he slept till mid morning the next day. The 30th of November. The final day of November. He was fast asleep, when at once his phone rang. He lazily picked it up and looked. She was calling him!
He woke up with a jump and answered the phone. He was not sure if he was dreaming. She asked him about his studies, himself, his days.. etc.
She had to go. They spoke for 5 minutes and 35 seconds. Roughly 6 minutes.
He was delighted. And fell back asleep happily.
When he finally did wake up, he blinked and looked at his call records. Yes it was true. She had called him. He was happy. He vaguely remembered she said she would call her within an hour. She did not. But that one simple call was enough for him. He was filled with happiness.
It has been 2 days since then. He just cannot wait till she calls again.
He is happy. After some time. But a side of him is worried... And sad.
He is uncertain of the future.
He waited patiently.. for a few more days. He then decided that he will give it up all together. He had a late night on the 29th of November. He was up doing nothing. He was bored. Hence he slept till mid morning the next day. The 30th of November. The final day of November. He was fast asleep, when at once his phone rang. He lazily picked it up and looked. She was calling him!
He woke up with a jump and answered the phone. He was not sure if he was dreaming. She asked him about his studies, himself, his days.. etc.
She had to go. They spoke for 5 minutes and 35 seconds. Roughly 6 minutes.
He was delighted. And fell back asleep happily.
When he finally did wake up, he blinked and looked at his call records. Yes it was true. She had called him. He was happy. He vaguely remembered she said she would call her within an hour. She did not. But that one simple call was enough for him. He was filled with happiness.
It has been 2 days since then. He just cannot wait till she calls again.
He is happy. After some time. But a side of him is worried... And sad.
He is uncertain of the future.
Friday, November 26, 2010
...........
It's quite annoying when people always take you for a joke.
Just because one may be known as one who always the fool and jumps around and takes life easy that does not mean that one does not know to be serious, much less take care of ones self when injured.
I agree that if a parent restrains one from going out after an injury one may later be thankful. But when permission that has been granted is ungranted it does become annyoing and frustrating.
Specially when one's cousins or siblings don't even trust one to be careful.
It is not like i dont know the gravity of an injury.
Why cannot my opinion be taken seriously for once?
She sat down and thought away into the rain!
Disjointed!
Just because one may be known as one who always the fool and jumps around and takes life easy that does not mean that one does not know to be serious, much less take care of ones self when injured.
I agree that if a parent restrains one from going out after an injury one may later be thankful. But when permission that has been granted is ungranted it does become annyoing and frustrating.
Specially when one's cousins or siblings don't even trust one to be careful.
It is not like i dont know the gravity of an injury.
Why cannot my opinion be taken seriously for once?
She sat down and thought away into the rain!
Disjointed!
Thursday, November 25, 2010
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
The call he accidently rejected.
He waited. patiently. For 42 days... for just a simple phone call. Or maybe even a message. But he was disappointed. He had been let down. She out of all the people had let him down. He did not expect her to become this distant. After all the secrets they had shared. After big secrets they had shared. After being there for each other at all times to overcome each others difficulties. With time they grew apart. She became famous. He was always there to support her. Finally they day came where she had to leave. He only expected a goodbye message. Or a call. He got neither.
Although disappointed he made up his mind. With time his heart that was deeply wounded was healing. And then she returned. Her return was expected. He just did not expect it to be so fast.
His pride held him back from trying to contact her. He was up all night. Wondering and wondering when she IM'd him. His whole body started to shiver. He found it difficult to control his happiness and excitement. He could not explain what he felt at that moment. He was shaking with a tremendous amount of happiness. He IM's her back. She asked him how he had been. He was trembling.
They IM'd only for a brief few minutes. The next day he took up his courage and called her. She did not answer. He left her a message with his name. She said she would contact him soon.
That very night, he wanted to check the time. He picked up his phone and pressed the 'red' or else known as the 'no' or 'reject' button to get the light. Then a message popped up - 'call ended'-!
He panicked. He checked his call log.
His heart started beating. He was dismayed. He wanted to scream.
It had been the promised call. And he had 'accidently' cut it off. He panicked again and immediately called her back but the number was busy. He consoled himself knowing that she was just trying to dial him back. After a few brief moments he dialled her number. It rang. His heart went 'thud' 'thud'!
He was once again disappointed. She did not pick up. He tried once more only to fell pain and sorrow. He then left her a message. 'Sorry about earlier, it was an accident. I tried calling you back but you did not pick up'. And he cursed himself and continued his work.
Night time came. He dialled her number again. 5 times. She did not pick up. The phone just rang. He dealt with his disappointment.
He hoped the next day would be a better day. He kept reading her messages over and over. Consoling himself the next day would be a better day.. and finally drifted off to sleep.. hoping for a better tomorrow...
Afterthought. He may be she. She may be he.
24th November 2010
Associated with Bolivia 2009
Although disappointed he made up his mind. With time his heart that was deeply wounded was healing. And then she returned. Her return was expected. He just did not expect it to be so fast.
His pride held him back from trying to contact her. He was up all night. Wondering and wondering when she IM'd him. His whole body started to shiver. He found it difficult to control his happiness and excitement. He could not explain what he felt at that moment. He was shaking with a tremendous amount of happiness. He IM's her back. She asked him how he had been. He was trembling.
They IM'd only for a brief few minutes. The next day he took up his courage and called her. She did not answer. He left her a message with his name. She said she would contact him soon.
That very night, he wanted to check the time. He picked up his phone and pressed the 'red' or else known as the 'no' or 'reject' button to get the light. Then a message popped up - 'call ended'-!
He panicked. He checked his call log.
His heart started beating. He was dismayed. He wanted to scream.
It had been the promised call. And he had 'accidently' cut it off. He panicked again and immediately called her back but the number was busy. He consoled himself knowing that she was just trying to dial him back. After a few brief moments he dialled her number. It rang. His heart went 'thud' 'thud'!
He was once again disappointed. She did not pick up. He tried once more only to fell pain and sorrow. He then left her a message. 'Sorry about earlier, it was an accident. I tried calling you back but you did not pick up'. And he cursed himself and continued his work.
Night time came. He dialled her number again. 5 times. She did not pick up. The phone just rang. He dealt with his disappointment.
He hoped the next day would be a better day. He kept reading her messages over and over. Consoling himself the next day would be a better day.. and finally drifted off to sleep.. hoping for a better tomorrow...
Afterthought. He may be she. She may be he.
24th November 2010
Associated with Bolivia 2009
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
BOOM!
In paradise :D BOOM! it is now 3.45 am 24th Nov 2010 :) and i am D.E.L.I.G.H.T.E.D :) weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Zantiago! <3 BOOM!
Sorry pudding and pie. had to jot this on top of the head thing down :D the previous one is for u :) <3
Sorry pudding and pie. had to jot this on top of the head thing down :D the previous one is for u :) <3
To my very own Pudding and Pie/Potter :)
This blog entry is dedicated to my pudding and pie :)
I know you are reading this now, because i inboxed you the link :) and if you do happen to read any previous entries before this, please note : they are off the top of my head and can be L.A.M.E :) nothing serious and nothing artistically coolly worded :P
Pudding and pie. Also Sellohamy's friend who is ready to embrace the newly divorced Sellohamy who is single and ready to mingle ;) This is just to make sure you know im writing this for you :)
I love you :)
And i miss you. :( a lot!
I do hope our planned meeting does work. soon. Because i have to have to see you :)
I'm sorry it took me time to inbox you what i promised you. It honestly did slip my mind. Oh my pudding and pie, make saturday work :)
I finally did fall asleep on normal SL human time yesterday. And today i was up by 6.30am :) and i was HAPPY to be up, which i find strange considering the fact that i am NOT a morning person. Unbelievably though, i was cheerful and excited. It may also have to do with the fact that Samantha, and the Twines and little short friend were coming to visit me :) and i had to finish samanthas card :) and little suprise :)
Hobble too was supposed to come. But she had to cancel last minute :(
Oh pudding and pie :)
Samantha and i had our very 1st guitar lesson today. It was nice. Hobble and my sibling will be joining from next week too :) I am excited. I also got all law tutes. And i should start. we will see.
I am a tad bit disappointed at the moment. I am still not sleepy today and it is 2.15 am :) But i think it is a good thing i did not feel sleepy cuz i was on blogger and got this brilliant idea to dedicate the 1st entry you read in my blog to you :) I hope you like it :) well it is mostly about my day. Either way :)
We did watch this movie called 'the 6th sense'. It was a movie about this 10 yearish old boy who had a 6th sense and was able to see the dead and help them finish unfinished business on Earth :) the ending was amazing. You should watch it if u do get it :)
And we did play a looooot of cards. and LAUGHED A LOT! in other words, Samantha was with me for 12 hours.. maybe half an hour less or half an hour more. But the fact of the matter is i was laughing and or smiling all 12 hours. I loved today :)
and I love You :) i already told you that.
Now i shall stop. Hoping to see you soon :) if i do not fall asleep i will write u another one :)
Love you pudding and pie :)
I know you are reading this now, because i inboxed you the link :) and if you do happen to read any previous entries before this, please note : they are off the top of my head and can be L.A.M.E :) nothing serious and nothing artistically coolly worded :P
Pudding and pie. Also Sellohamy's friend who is ready to embrace the newly divorced Sellohamy who is single and ready to mingle ;) This is just to make sure you know im writing this for you :)
I love you :)
And i miss you. :( a lot!
I do hope our planned meeting does work. soon. Because i have to have to see you :)
I'm sorry it took me time to inbox you what i promised you. It honestly did slip my mind. Oh my pudding and pie, make saturday work :)
I finally did fall asleep on normal SL human time yesterday. And today i was up by 6.30am :) and i was HAPPY to be up, which i find strange considering the fact that i am NOT a morning person. Unbelievably though, i was cheerful and excited. It may also have to do with the fact that Samantha, and the Twines and little short friend were coming to visit me :) and i had to finish samanthas card :) and little suprise :)
Hobble too was supposed to come. But she had to cancel last minute :(
Oh pudding and pie :)
Samantha and i had our very 1st guitar lesson today. It was nice. Hobble and my sibling will be joining from next week too :) I am excited. I also got all law tutes. And i should start. we will see.
I am a tad bit disappointed at the moment. I am still not sleepy today and it is 2.15 am :) But i think it is a good thing i did not feel sleepy cuz i was on blogger and got this brilliant idea to dedicate the 1st entry you read in my blog to you :) I hope you like it :) well it is mostly about my day. Either way :)
We did watch this movie called 'the 6th sense'. It was a movie about this 10 yearish old boy who had a 6th sense and was able to see the dead and help them finish unfinished business on Earth :) the ending was amazing. You should watch it if u do get it :)
And we did play a looooot of cards. and LAUGHED A LOT! in other words, Samantha was with me for 12 hours.. maybe half an hour less or half an hour more. But the fact of the matter is i was laughing and or smiling all 12 hours. I loved today :)
and I love You :) i already told you that.
Now i shall stop. Hoping to see you soon :) if i do not fall asleep i will write u another one :)
Love you pudding and pie :)
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
And it rained and rained!
Argh! Hello all u fellow bloggers :)
The rain has been there forever now. Well when i say forever i actually mean since last evening. Since 6.00pm! nonstop. It started off with lots of rain and lots of thunder and lightening.
I woke up to the sound of the rain..the LOUD rain. As i mentioned in an earlier blog entry i haven't been sleeping very well! I had slightly fallen asleep in the coziness of the chilly weather, when the rain kept getting louder and louder which instantly woke me up.!
I did not fall asleep again which led me to start read David Baldacci's, 'the whole truth.' Ricko if you ever read this blog entry or come across it , Thankyou so much for lending the book to me. I just started reading it and im enjoying it :)
Since i could not go back to sleep i though of paying a visit to my facebook account and as i approached the computer i was met with a horrific suprise! The roof had leaked and my desktop was soaked. Even though it was past 3.00am i woke my mother and got down an old t-shirt and sat and cleaned the whole desktop until it was dry! sigh
By the time i was done with that my sleepiness had absolutely vanished and it was still RAINING! STILL! cheeky rain! gah!
Read a bit more and here i am online. at 5.00am when i could have easily been sleeping cozily snuggled up under the covers! Rain i blame for this!
The rain has been there forever now. Well when i say forever i actually mean since last evening. Since 6.00pm! nonstop. It started off with lots of rain and lots of thunder and lightening.
I woke up to the sound of the rain..the LOUD rain. As i mentioned in an earlier blog entry i haven't been sleeping very well! I had slightly fallen asleep in the coziness of the chilly weather, when the rain kept getting louder and louder which instantly woke me up.!
I did not fall asleep again which led me to start read David Baldacci's, 'the whole truth.' Ricko if you ever read this blog entry or come across it , Thankyou so much for lending the book to me. I just started reading it and im enjoying it :)
Since i could not go back to sleep i though of paying a visit to my facebook account and as i approached the computer i was met with a horrific suprise! The roof had leaked and my desktop was soaked. Even though it was past 3.00am i woke my mother and got down an old t-shirt and sat and cleaned the whole desktop until it was dry! sigh
By the time i was done with that my sleepiness had absolutely vanished and it was still RAINING! STILL! cheeky rain! gah!
Read a bit more and here i am online. at 5.00am when i could have easily been sleeping cozily snuggled up under the covers! Rain i blame for this!
Sunday, November 7, 2010
What the rain reminded me of...
Rain.
It starts with the drizzling. The soft slow pitter patter.. and then gradually it becomes louder and the rain drops become bigger..
Its 2.00am in the morning and ass i sit here near my PC blogging away.. i hear the drizzling at 1st.. i look outside the window and a cool wind brushes across my face.
Being on crutches i was allowed to only poke my face outside of the window. Otherwise i could have just danced in the rain. Yes even at 2.00 am in the morning. It is tempting.
The last time i did bathe in the rain was somewhere this year around April or May.
We travelled up country on educational purposes and during our break it was raining. The cold chilly rain looked tempting and within seconds we were all out in the rain rolling on the floor and playing :) That upto date is one of my fondest memories.
We jumped out into the garden and rolled on the grass and laughed till we couldn't breath. We danced in the rain and had a lot of fun. It was as if we were 12 again.
The slope in the garden was awesome and our main even in the beautifully landscaped garden was to roll down the slope until we had mud and grass all over our clothes.
The rain ceased but we continued to play :)
The next day we climbed the beautiful hills.. There was no certain path made to climb but we found ourselves a path and climbed..
We climbed quite high up into the mountains.. As we climbed higher we were welcomed with the warm embrace of a few ladies who worked up in the mountains and were on their tea break.
After exchanging a few words with them we proceeded to climb further. Some were overcome by the fear of leeches. The bloodsucking little pests. Soon we heard the sound of water. There deffinitely had to be a waterfall up ahead. And yes.. we did come across one. Some of us took our shoes of and at the risk of being attacked by leeches, put our feet into the water.
After the adventure with the waterfall we climbed further ahead even when the sky was threatening to start pouring. We came across a beautiful rock and relaxed a while. Then we started to head back to the bungalow.
On the way back on the side of the road built to get to the bungalow, we came across a little pool. A pool created from the water that was coming down from the waterfall.
Some of us went back immediately to the bungalow, while come of us stayed back and dipped our feet into the water. A small feet dipping pool then became our fortress and we proceeded onto have a massive water fight and were drenched from head to toe. The water was cold and we were all shivering when we snuck back into the bungalow just in time to have a quick change and go for lunch :) that experience and memory is something i will always treasure.
:)
It starts with the drizzling. The soft slow pitter patter.. and then gradually it becomes louder and the rain drops become bigger..
Its 2.00am in the morning and ass i sit here near my PC blogging away.. i hear the drizzling at 1st.. i look outside the window and a cool wind brushes across my face.
Being on crutches i was allowed to only poke my face outside of the window. Otherwise i could have just danced in the rain. Yes even at 2.00 am in the morning. It is tempting.
The last time i did bathe in the rain was somewhere this year around April or May.
We travelled up country on educational purposes and during our break it was raining. The cold chilly rain looked tempting and within seconds we were all out in the rain rolling on the floor and playing :) That upto date is one of my fondest memories.
We jumped out into the garden and rolled on the grass and laughed till we couldn't breath. We danced in the rain and had a lot of fun. It was as if we were 12 again.
The slope in the garden was awesome and our main even in the beautifully landscaped garden was to roll down the slope until we had mud and grass all over our clothes.
The rain ceased but we continued to play :)
The next day we climbed the beautiful hills.. There was no certain path made to climb but we found ourselves a path and climbed..
We climbed quite high up into the mountains.. As we climbed higher we were welcomed with the warm embrace of a few ladies who worked up in the mountains and were on their tea break.
After exchanging a few words with them we proceeded to climb further. Some were overcome by the fear of leeches. The bloodsucking little pests. Soon we heard the sound of water. There deffinitely had to be a waterfall up ahead. And yes.. we did come across one. Some of us took our shoes of and at the risk of being attacked by leeches, put our feet into the water.
After the adventure with the waterfall we climbed further ahead even when the sky was threatening to start pouring. We came across a beautiful rock and relaxed a while. Then we started to head back to the bungalow.
On the way back on the side of the road built to get to the bungalow, we came across a little pool. A pool created from the water that was coming down from the waterfall.
Some of us went back immediately to the bungalow, while come of us stayed back and dipped our feet into the water. A small feet dipping pool then became our fortress and we proceeded onto have a massive water fight and were drenched from head to toe. The water was cold and we were all shivering when we snuck back into the bungalow just in time to have a quick change and go for lunch :) that experience and memory is something i will always treasure.
:)
The good-bye that never came
Waiting for the Good-bye.
waiting..
waiting...
still waiting..
waited..
waited..
No more ...
Saturday, November 6, 2010
Friday, November 5, 2010
"Holding anger is a poison. It eats you from inside. We think that hating is a weapon that attacks the person who harmed us. But hatred is a curved blade. And the harms we do, we do to ourselves."
-Mitch Albom quotes-
Thursday, November 4, 2010
When randomness strikes ;)
Bored.
In love with 'she makes dirty words sound pretty' & 'perfect' :) listening to them over and over again. And ofcourse 'afterglow' :)
"Don't tell me that i'm ordinary cuz i won't be passing you... "
Happy Birthday Samantha :)
Confusion now hath made his masterpiece!
“You will never change your life until you change something you do daily.”
and that thing you do daily is being 'confused'.. i thought you had changed. Let my guard down and for a moment believed you AGAIN! Stupidity i call it.
You will always be confused. Always at all times. Make up your mind.
Get rid of the habit. It's no excuse for your lies.
Do take care. And if you ever feel like 'being confused' again, go be confused on you own!
OR, was it guilt?
Figure it out.
Till then and after too. Stay away!
and that thing you do daily is being 'confused'.. i thought you had changed. Let my guard down and for a moment believed you AGAIN! Stupidity i call it.
You will always be confused. Always at all times. Make up your mind.
Get rid of the habit. It's no excuse for your lies.
Do take care. And if you ever feel like 'being confused' again, go be confused on you own!
OR, was it guilt?
Figure it out.
Till then and after too. Stay away!
Back online !
Now since my PC is finally back or rather since the monitor is finally back in action.. i can blog away!
Escapevelocity.. if you are reading this. i added you as a friend and i tried following you but something went wrong and i can't find your blog to read it :(
The past few days haven't been the best days of my life.! And i swear i can pass off for an insomniac! Have you ever had to lay awake at night and simply not fall asleep even though you are extremely sleepy?
Yes! that is how my past 2 weeks have been. I would just kill time watching T.V simply because i wasn't falling asleep! If i did go to sleep then i would just lie awake till the early hours of the morning wondering and wondering because i simply do not fall asleep! argh!
Escapevelocity, Guess what. the ONLY good thing that happened this week that i actually enjoyed was baking the cookies. And yes i did leave u a cookie :D Even though they did not turn out as brilliantly as yours. :)
Another good thing did happen. I baked the cookies with Riko! Riko if you do read this you know who you are. I had fun that Wednesday :) Thanku
Escapevelocity Thankyou too :) <3
i cannot wait to meet escapevelocity! come soon! i have not seen you in weeks :) :(
I am quite happy today though. Got a new monitor and i fixed it! it may not be rocket science but with the broken leg i would say quite and accomplishment.
Till later :) love the annonymous one ;)
Escapevelocity.. if you are reading this. i added you as a friend and i tried following you but something went wrong and i can't find your blog to read it :(
The past few days haven't been the best days of my life.! And i swear i can pass off for an insomniac! Have you ever had to lay awake at night and simply not fall asleep even though you are extremely sleepy?
Yes! that is how my past 2 weeks have been. I would just kill time watching T.V simply because i wasn't falling asleep! If i did go to sleep then i would just lie awake till the early hours of the morning wondering and wondering because i simply do not fall asleep! argh!
Escapevelocity, Guess what. the ONLY good thing that happened this week that i actually enjoyed was baking the cookies. And yes i did leave u a cookie :D Even though they did not turn out as brilliantly as yours. :)
Another good thing did happen. I baked the cookies with Riko! Riko if you do read this you know who you are. I had fun that Wednesday :) Thanku
Escapevelocity Thankyou too :) <3
i cannot wait to meet escapevelocity! come soon! i have not seen you in weeks :) :(
I am quite happy today though. Got a new monitor and i fixed it! it may not be rocket science but with the broken leg i would say quite and accomplishment.
Till later :) love the annonymous one ;)
Friday, October 29, 2010
The Skydiving experience :)
"In a world in which we are all slaves to the laws of gravity, I'm proud to be counted as one of them freedom fighters. Skydive!"
Since i am at the moment extremely bored and now im quite sure i have become an isomniac, thought of reliving my skydiving experience.. by writing about it..
It was a beautiful day in the magnificent Fiji islands. The 10th of September 2010.
It did not matter that i was woken up at 6.00am early morning.. I was just very very excited to go skydiving. It was something i never ever thought that i would have the guts to do. :) It was infact my younger sister who persuaded me to go skydiving because she was extremely fascinated by the idea.I would say if not for her persuassion i would have not persuaded my parents to allow us to take part in this adventure of a lifetime. :)
Managed by an Australian company 'skydive Fiji' is a remarkable place. Once we entered the office on the 9th of September to book the time i noticed parachutes strewn all over the ground and there was huge t.v where a DVD of a previous jump was playing with music blaring through its speakers. :D
My sister and i signed the sheets and booked the 7.30 am jump for the 10th of September.
Dawn of September 10th! The Skydive van came to pick us up from the hotel we were staying at.. hotel 'toka toka'!
we were then taken to the office in Nandi and once we picked up the pilot and the instructors we made our way to the airport in Nandi itself. The small aeroplane was to take off from the Nandi airport and our parachutes were to land along with us at the Denaru Beach.. :)
Nangi (younger sibling) and i got in the plane and we took off. strapped to our specific instructors i cudnt help but grin and grin until i could grin no more cuz it was finally happening.
once we got to an altitude of 10,000 ft the door was opened and nangi jumped 1st. then it was my turn and i didnt really have time to figure out what was happening because my instructor jumped pushing me too! we had a free fall of 30 seconds. it was the most AMAZING experience ever, i tell you :)i was literally just falling. the air high up there was freezing cold. and to my luck there were no clouds that day.. so i could see freely. During the free fall it was impossible to breath.! it made my whole mouth feel dry and my cheeks flap for the pressure... it was WONDERFUL!
Then at an altitude of 4000 ft the parachute opened. i felt my whole body being pulled! although it was quite painful with the straps cutting through my skin the view of Fiji islands from up there was the most amazing view! it was beautiful. i find it hard to explain it cuz with my words i would not do its beauty enough justice!
anyway.. then we began to get closer to landing. and we landed. :)
while landing we were specifically told not to let our feet touch the ground. we were supposed to land on our bums. the instructor was the only one if at all allowed to keep his feet on the ground. BUT,
in all excitement i didnt think about what i was doing and my left foot accidently hit the ground. even though it was soft sand of the Denaru beach, because of the speed and the weight my ankle snapped. Final injuries were a dislocation, a fracture and a broken bone.
I had to return to SL and have surgery. 6 weeks laster i am still in a caste! NEVERTHELESS upto date i believe and think that the experience of skydiving was deffinitely 100% worth the ankle ;)
the good news is, the caste comes off in 2 weeks :)and im counting. 14 days more :)
p.s i now have 5 screws and 1 plate in my leg. 1 screw comes off in 2 weeks :) the rest in a year!
still deffinitely worth it :) everytime i watch the video it makes me want to go again! but now i have been adviced against doing anything that includes JUMPING! ;)
soon! xx
My 1st Blog entry :)
Hello fellow bloggers :)
I do not know for sure what led to me start a blog of my own. About 2 years ago i did start a blog but because of my difficulties in managing time with my studies, etc i completely lost track and forgot all about it. Heck i don't even remember the name of that blog i used back then. I don't remember anything to even retrieve it!
Anyhoo! i think sheer boredem led me to start a blog. It is around 1.30 am in the morning and it is the 30th of October 2010.
Not falling asleep! watched a lot of t.v and listened to music and yet im wide awake! i even did my Spanish lessons for the day.
sigh.
To be quite and completely honest i do not know what exactly to blog about or how to! But i suppose just writing out what i think or my views would do.
Searching the internet randomly or as some would call it surfing the net randomly i came across quotes on letting go and found this one particular quote interesting. It caught my eye. And i chose to share it with all..
"Getting over a painful experience is much like crossing monkey bars. You have to let go at some point in order to move forward"
the author is unknown :)
I was pondering over this quote and then about letting go. Some say that in order to let go of something or someone that one must stay away or even avoid the particular object or human being for that matter. I however do not share that view. To me the easiest way to let go has been to speak to the person and clear things out so that i would know for sure where whatever it be, the friendship, the relationship or whatever it is stands. Knowing the exact truth helps. And by not distancing yourself i suppose whatever is left of the relationship or the friendship can be preserved. Letting go is not easy. However opinions and views differ. I simply stated mine. :)
It is also sometimes best to give it time :)
Anyway. Now i am just rambling like and idiot.
Probarbly because i am nervous since this is my first blog and i am still not quite sure what to say.. :)
see u all soon :) tc
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