It's quite annoying when people always take you for a joke.
Just because one may be known as one who always the fool and jumps around and takes life easy that does not mean that one does not know to be serious, much less take care of ones self when injured.
I agree that if a parent restrains one from going out after an injury one may later be thankful. But when permission that has been granted is ungranted it does become annyoing and frustrating.
Specially when one's cousins or siblings don't even trust one to be careful.
It is not like i dont know the gravity of an injury.
Why cannot my opinion be taken seriously for once?
She sat down and thought away into the rain!
Disjointed!
Friday, November 26, 2010
Thursday, November 25, 2010
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
The call he accidently rejected.
He waited. patiently. For 42 days... for just a simple phone call. Or maybe even a message. But he was disappointed. He had been let down. She out of all the people had let him down. He did not expect her to become this distant. After all the secrets they had shared. After big secrets they had shared. After being there for each other at all times to overcome each others difficulties. With time they grew apart. She became famous. He was always there to support her. Finally they day came where she had to leave. He only expected a goodbye message. Or a call. He got neither.
Although disappointed he made up his mind. With time his heart that was deeply wounded was healing. And then she returned. Her return was expected. He just did not expect it to be so fast.
His pride held him back from trying to contact her. He was up all night. Wondering and wondering when she IM'd him. His whole body started to shiver. He found it difficult to control his happiness and excitement. He could not explain what he felt at that moment. He was shaking with a tremendous amount of happiness. He IM's her back. She asked him how he had been. He was trembling.
They IM'd only for a brief few minutes. The next day he took up his courage and called her. She did not answer. He left her a message with his name. She said she would contact him soon.
That very night, he wanted to check the time. He picked up his phone and pressed the 'red' or else known as the 'no' or 'reject' button to get the light. Then a message popped up - 'call ended'-!
He panicked. He checked his call log.
His heart started beating. He was dismayed. He wanted to scream.
It had been the promised call. And he had 'accidently' cut it off. He panicked again and immediately called her back but the number was busy. He consoled himself knowing that she was just trying to dial him back. After a few brief moments he dialled her number. It rang. His heart went 'thud' 'thud'!
He was once again disappointed. She did not pick up. He tried once more only to fell pain and sorrow. He then left her a message. 'Sorry about earlier, it was an accident. I tried calling you back but you did not pick up'. And he cursed himself and continued his work.
Night time came. He dialled her number again. 5 times. She did not pick up. The phone just rang. He dealt with his disappointment.
He hoped the next day would be a better day. He kept reading her messages over and over. Consoling himself the next day would be a better day.. and finally drifted off to sleep.. hoping for a better tomorrow...
Afterthought. He may be she. She may be he.
24th November 2010
Associated with Bolivia 2009
Although disappointed he made up his mind. With time his heart that was deeply wounded was healing. And then she returned. Her return was expected. He just did not expect it to be so fast.
His pride held him back from trying to contact her. He was up all night. Wondering and wondering when she IM'd him. His whole body started to shiver. He found it difficult to control his happiness and excitement. He could not explain what he felt at that moment. He was shaking with a tremendous amount of happiness. He IM's her back. She asked him how he had been. He was trembling.
They IM'd only for a brief few minutes. The next day he took up his courage and called her. She did not answer. He left her a message with his name. She said she would contact him soon.
That very night, he wanted to check the time. He picked up his phone and pressed the 'red' or else known as the 'no' or 'reject' button to get the light. Then a message popped up - 'call ended'-!
He panicked. He checked his call log.
His heart started beating. He was dismayed. He wanted to scream.
It had been the promised call. And he had 'accidently' cut it off. He panicked again and immediately called her back but the number was busy. He consoled himself knowing that she was just trying to dial him back. After a few brief moments he dialled her number. It rang. His heart went 'thud' 'thud'!
He was once again disappointed. She did not pick up. He tried once more only to fell pain and sorrow. He then left her a message. 'Sorry about earlier, it was an accident. I tried calling you back but you did not pick up'. And he cursed himself and continued his work.
Night time came. He dialled her number again. 5 times. She did not pick up. The phone just rang. He dealt with his disappointment.
He hoped the next day would be a better day. He kept reading her messages over and over. Consoling himself the next day would be a better day.. and finally drifted off to sleep.. hoping for a better tomorrow...
Afterthought. He may be she. She may be he.
24th November 2010
Associated with Bolivia 2009
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
BOOM!
In paradise :D BOOM! it is now 3.45 am 24th Nov 2010 :) and i am D.E.L.I.G.H.T.E.D :) weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Zantiago! <3 BOOM!
Sorry pudding and pie. had to jot this on top of the head thing down :D the previous one is for u :) <3
Sorry pudding and pie. had to jot this on top of the head thing down :D the previous one is for u :) <3
To my very own Pudding and Pie/Potter :)
This blog entry is dedicated to my pudding and pie :)
I know you are reading this now, because i inboxed you the link :) and if you do happen to read any previous entries before this, please note : they are off the top of my head and can be L.A.M.E :) nothing serious and nothing artistically coolly worded :P
Pudding and pie. Also Sellohamy's friend who is ready to embrace the newly divorced Sellohamy who is single and ready to mingle ;) This is just to make sure you know im writing this for you :)
I love you :)
And i miss you. :( a lot!
I do hope our planned meeting does work. soon. Because i have to have to see you :)
I'm sorry it took me time to inbox you what i promised you. It honestly did slip my mind. Oh my pudding and pie, make saturday work :)
I finally did fall asleep on normal SL human time yesterday. And today i was up by 6.30am :) and i was HAPPY to be up, which i find strange considering the fact that i am NOT a morning person. Unbelievably though, i was cheerful and excited. It may also have to do with the fact that Samantha, and the Twines and little short friend were coming to visit me :) and i had to finish samanthas card :) and little suprise :)
Hobble too was supposed to come. But she had to cancel last minute :(
Oh pudding and pie :)
Samantha and i had our very 1st guitar lesson today. It was nice. Hobble and my sibling will be joining from next week too :) I am excited. I also got all law tutes. And i should start. we will see.
I am a tad bit disappointed at the moment. I am still not sleepy today and it is 2.15 am :) But i think it is a good thing i did not feel sleepy cuz i was on blogger and got this brilliant idea to dedicate the 1st entry you read in my blog to you :) I hope you like it :) well it is mostly about my day. Either way :)
We did watch this movie called 'the 6th sense'. It was a movie about this 10 yearish old boy who had a 6th sense and was able to see the dead and help them finish unfinished business on Earth :) the ending was amazing. You should watch it if u do get it :)
And we did play a looooot of cards. and LAUGHED A LOT! in other words, Samantha was with me for 12 hours.. maybe half an hour less or half an hour more. But the fact of the matter is i was laughing and or smiling all 12 hours. I loved today :)
and I love You :) i already told you that.
Now i shall stop. Hoping to see you soon :) if i do not fall asleep i will write u another one :)
Love you pudding and pie :)
I know you are reading this now, because i inboxed you the link :) and if you do happen to read any previous entries before this, please note : they are off the top of my head and can be L.A.M.E :) nothing serious and nothing artistically coolly worded :P
Pudding and pie. Also Sellohamy's friend who is ready to embrace the newly divorced Sellohamy who is single and ready to mingle ;) This is just to make sure you know im writing this for you :)
I love you :)
And i miss you. :( a lot!
I do hope our planned meeting does work. soon. Because i have to have to see you :)
I'm sorry it took me time to inbox you what i promised you. It honestly did slip my mind. Oh my pudding and pie, make saturday work :)
I finally did fall asleep on normal SL human time yesterday. And today i was up by 6.30am :) and i was HAPPY to be up, which i find strange considering the fact that i am NOT a morning person. Unbelievably though, i was cheerful and excited. It may also have to do with the fact that Samantha, and the Twines and little short friend were coming to visit me :) and i had to finish samanthas card :) and little suprise :)
Hobble too was supposed to come. But she had to cancel last minute :(
Oh pudding and pie :)
Samantha and i had our very 1st guitar lesson today. It was nice. Hobble and my sibling will be joining from next week too :) I am excited. I also got all law tutes. And i should start. we will see.
I am a tad bit disappointed at the moment. I am still not sleepy today and it is 2.15 am :) But i think it is a good thing i did not feel sleepy cuz i was on blogger and got this brilliant idea to dedicate the 1st entry you read in my blog to you :) I hope you like it :) well it is mostly about my day. Either way :)
We did watch this movie called 'the 6th sense'. It was a movie about this 10 yearish old boy who had a 6th sense and was able to see the dead and help them finish unfinished business on Earth :) the ending was amazing. You should watch it if u do get it :)
And we did play a looooot of cards. and LAUGHED A LOT! in other words, Samantha was with me for 12 hours.. maybe half an hour less or half an hour more. But the fact of the matter is i was laughing and or smiling all 12 hours. I loved today :)
and I love You :) i already told you that.
Now i shall stop. Hoping to see you soon :) if i do not fall asleep i will write u another one :)
Love you pudding and pie :)
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
And it rained and rained!
Argh! Hello all u fellow bloggers :)
The rain has been there forever now. Well when i say forever i actually mean since last evening. Since 6.00pm! nonstop. It started off with lots of rain and lots of thunder and lightening.
I woke up to the sound of the rain..the LOUD rain. As i mentioned in an earlier blog entry i haven't been sleeping very well! I had slightly fallen asleep in the coziness of the chilly weather, when the rain kept getting louder and louder which instantly woke me up.!
I did not fall asleep again which led me to start read David Baldacci's, 'the whole truth.' Ricko if you ever read this blog entry or come across it , Thankyou so much for lending the book to me. I just started reading it and im enjoying it :)
Since i could not go back to sleep i though of paying a visit to my facebook account and as i approached the computer i was met with a horrific suprise! The roof had leaked and my desktop was soaked. Even though it was past 3.00am i woke my mother and got down an old t-shirt and sat and cleaned the whole desktop until it was dry! sigh
By the time i was done with that my sleepiness had absolutely vanished and it was still RAINING! STILL! cheeky rain! gah!
Read a bit more and here i am online. at 5.00am when i could have easily been sleeping cozily snuggled up under the covers! Rain i blame for this!
The rain has been there forever now. Well when i say forever i actually mean since last evening. Since 6.00pm! nonstop. It started off with lots of rain and lots of thunder and lightening.
I woke up to the sound of the rain..the LOUD rain. As i mentioned in an earlier blog entry i haven't been sleeping very well! I had slightly fallen asleep in the coziness of the chilly weather, when the rain kept getting louder and louder which instantly woke me up.!
I did not fall asleep again which led me to start read David Baldacci's, 'the whole truth.' Ricko if you ever read this blog entry or come across it , Thankyou so much for lending the book to me. I just started reading it and im enjoying it :)
Since i could not go back to sleep i though of paying a visit to my facebook account and as i approached the computer i was met with a horrific suprise! The roof had leaked and my desktop was soaked. Even though it was past 3.00am i woke my mother and got down an old t-shirt and sat and cleaned the whole desktop until it was dry! sigh
By the time i was done with that my sleepiness had absolutely vanished and it was still RAINING! STILL! cheeky rain! gah!
Read a bit more and here i am online. at 5.00am when i could have easily been sleeping cozily snuggled up under the covers! Rain i blame for this!
Sunday, November 7, 2010
What the rain reminded me of...
Rain.
It starts with the drizzling. The soft slow pitter patter.. and then gradually it becomes louder and the rain drops become bigger..
Its 2.00am in the morning and ass i sit here near my PC blogging away.. i hear the drizzling at 1st.. i look outside the window and a cool wind brushes across my face.
Being on crutches i was allowed to only poke my face outside of the window. Otherwise i could have just danced in the rain. Yes even at 2.00 am in the morning. It is tempting.
The last time i did bathe in the rain was somewhere this year around April or May.
We travelled up country on educational purposes and during our break it was raining. The cold chilly rain looked tempting and within seconds we were all out in the rain rolling on the floor and playing :) That upto date is one of my fondest memories.
We jumped out into the garden and rolled on the grass and laughed till we couldn't breath. We danced in the rain and had a lot of fun. It was as if we were 12 again.
The slope in the garden was awesome and our main even in the beautifully landscaped garden was to roll down the slope until we had mud and grass all over our clothes.
The rain ceased but we continued to play :)
The next day we climbed the beautiful hills.. There was no certain path made to climb but we found ourselves a path and climbed..
We climbed quite high up into the mountains.. As we climbed higher we were welcomed with the warm embrace of a few ladies who worked up in the mountains and were on their tea break.
After exchanging a few words with them we proceeded to climb further. Some were overcome by the fear of leeches. The bloodsucking little pests. Soon we heard the sound of water. There deffinitely had to be a waterfall up ahead. And yes.. we did come across one. Some of us took our shoes of and at the risk of being attacked by leeches, put our feet into the water.
After the adventure with the waterfall we climbed further ahead even when the sky was threatening to start pouring. We came across a beautiful rock and relaxed a while. Then we started to head back to the bungalow.
On the way back on the side of the road built to get to the bungalow, we came across a little pool. A pool created from the water that was coming down from the waterfall.
Some of us went back immediately to the bungalow, while come of us stayed back and dipped our feet into the water. A small feet dipping pool then became our fortress and we proceeded onto have a massive water fight and were drenched from head to toe. The water was cold and we were all shivering when we snuck back into the bungalow just in time to have a quick change and go for lunch :) that experience and memory is something i will always treasure.
:)
It starts with the drizzling. The soft slow pitter patter.. and then gradually it becomes louder and the rain drops become bigger..
Its 2.00am in the morning and ass i sit here near my PC blogging away.. i hear the drizzling at 1st.. i look outside the window and a cool wind brushes across my face.
Being on crutches i was allowed to only poke my face outside of the window. Otherwise i could have just danced in the rain. Yes even at 2.00 am in the morning. It is tempting.
The last time i did bathe in the rain was somewhere this year around April or May.
We travelled up country on educational purposes and during our break it was raining. The cold chilly rain looked tempting and within seconds we were all out in the rain rolling on the floor and playing :) That upto date is one of my fondest memories.
We jumped out into the garden and rolled on the grass and laughed till we couldn't breath. We danced in the rain and had a lot of fun. It was as if we were 12 again.
The slope in the garden was awesome and our main even in the beautifully landscaped garden was to roll down the slope until we had mud and grass all over our clothes.
The rain ceased but we continued to play :)
The next day we climbed the beautiful hills.. There was no certain path made to climb but we found ourselves a path and climbed..
We climbed quite high up into the mountains.. As we climbed higher we were welcomed with the warm embrace of a few ladies who worked up in the mountains and were on their tea break.
After exchanging a few words with them we proceeded to climb further. Some were overcome by the fear of leeches. The bloodsucking little pests. Soon we heard the sound of water. There deffinitely had to be a waterfall up ahead. And yes.. we did come across one. Some of us took our shoes of and at the risk of being attacked by leeches, put our feet into the water.
After the adventure with the waterfall we climbed further ahead even when the sky was threatening to start pouring. We came across a beautiful rock and relaxed a while. Then we started to head back to the bungalow.
On the way back on the side of the road built to get to the bungalow, we came across a little pool. A pool created from the water that was coming down from the waterfall.
Some of us went back immediately to the bungalow, while come of us stayed back and dipped our feet into the water. A small feet dipping pool then became our fortress and we proceeded onto have a massive water fight and were drenched from head to toe. The water was cold and we were all shivering when we snuck back into the bungalow just in time to have a quick change and go for lunch :) that experience and memory is something i will always treasure.
:)
The good-bye that never came
Waiting for the Good-bye.
waiting..
waiting...
still waiting..
waited..
waited..
No more ...
Saturday, November 6, 2010
Friday, November 5, 2010
"Holding anger is a poison. It eats you from inside. We think that hating is a weapon that attacks the person who harmed us. But hatred is a curved blade. And the harms we do, we do to ourselves."
-Mitch Albom quotes-
Thursday, November 4, 2010
When randomness strikes ;)
Bored.
In love with 'she makes dirty words sound pretty' & 'perfect' :) listening to them over and over again. And ofcourse 'afterglow' :)
"Don't tell me that i'm ordinary cuz i won't be passing you... "
Happy Birthday Samantha :)
Confusion now hath made his masterpiece!
“You will never change your life until you change something you do daily.”
and that thing you do daily is being 'confused'.. i thought you had changed. Let my guard down and for a moment believed you AGAIN! Stupidity i call it.
You will always be confused. Always at all times. Make up your mind.
Get rid of the habit. It's no excuse for your lies.
Do take care. And if you ever feel like 'being confused' again, go be confused on you own!
OR, was it guilt?
Figure it out.
Till then and after too. Stay away!
and that thing you do daily is being 'confused'.. i thought you had changed. Let my guard down and for a moment believed you AGAIN! Stupidity i call it.
You will always be confused. Always at all times. Make up your mind.
Get rid of the habit. It's no excuse for your lies.
Do take care. And if you ever feel like 'being confused' again, go be confused on you own!
OR, was it guilt?
Figure it out.
Till then and after too. Stay away!
Back online !
Now since my PC is finally back or rather since the monitor is finally back in action.. i can blog away!
Escapevelocity.. if you are reading this. i added you as a friend and i tried following you but something went wrong and i can't find your blog to read it :(
The past few days haven't been the best days of my life.! And i swear i can pass off for an insomniac! Have you ever had to lay awake at night and simply not fall asleep even though you are extremely sleepy?
Yes! that is how my past 2 weeks have been. I would just kill time watching T.V simply because i wasn't falling asleep! If i did go to sleep then i would just lie awake till the early hours of the morning wondering and wondering because i simply do not fall asleep! argh!
Escapevelocity, Guess what. the ONLY good thing that happened this week that i actually enjoyed was baking the cookies. And yes i did leave u a cookie :D Even though they did not turn out as brilliantly as yours. :)
Another good thing did happen. I baked the cookies with Riko! Riko if you do read this you know who you are. I had fun that Wednesday :) Thanku
Escapevelocity Thankyou too :) <3
i cannot wait to meet escapevelocity! come soon! i have not seen you in weeks :) :(
I am quite happy today though. Got a new monitor and i fixed it! it may not be rocket science but with the broken leg i would say quite and accomplishment.
Till later :) love the annonymous one ;)
Escapevelocity.. if you are reading this. i added you as a friend and i tried following you but something went wrong and i can't find your blog to read it :(
The past few days haven't been the best days of my life.! And i swear i can pass off for an insomniac! Have you ever had to lay awake at night and simply not fall asleep even though you are extremely sleepy?
Yes! that is how my past 2 weeks have been. I would just kill time watching T.V simply because i wasn't falling asleep! If i did go to sleep then i would just lie awake till the early hours of the morning wondering and wondering because i simply do not fall asleep! argh!
Escapevelocity, Guess what. the ONLY good thing that happened this week that i actually enjoyed was baking the cookies. And yes i did leave u a cookie :D Even though they did not turn out as brilliantly as yours. :)
Another good thing did happen. I baked the cookies with Riko! Riko if you do read this you know who you are. I had fun that Wednesday :) Thanku
Escapevelocity Thankyou too :) <3
i cannot wait to meet escapevelocity! come soon! i have not seen you in weeks :) :(
I am quite happy today though. Got a new monitor and i fixed it! it may not be rocket science but with the broken leg i would say quite and accomplishment.
Till later :) love the annonymous one ;)
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